I am not going to be intimidated because of their job title , qualifications , or 'mouth' on them
Just gonna relax and be ME same with at my GS's sports day tomorrow as it's HIM I'm going for even though I could do without all this stuff going on around me
ONE day I CAN just 'relax' completely and simply 'enjoy' my GS without all this other bs going on around me , the foster carer will be out of my life and so will the school once he changes school and hopefully the new school WON'T judge me or have preconceived ideas about me because my DD is an alcoholic and I can then RELAX with them and work with them WELL and get along with them in harmony which is actually BETTER for my GS and I would have LOVED to work WITH the fc and have a continuing relationship with her if things were good between us , didn't WANT to be 'glad to see the back of her' that's not ME either!! x
( I used to LOVE being involved with my childrens schools , worked in one for a while , staff were great , got on well with them , volunteered on the cake stall etc etc , got fully involved which I loved but the headmistress at my GS's school and SOME of her staff have PUSHED ME AWAY by their attitude towards me , even how they speak to me and I am being judged because of my DD's addiction and because of the neglect , can see their point of view but it hurts and alienates me and it is not exactly MY fault , or deserved and I can't help wish people were less judgmental after being on the brunt end of it now , lesson to me not to do the same! Might go and hug a homeless person now lol but it is horrible how we treat each other sometimes )
My hurt is coming out today but it's good to get it out as it is hurt beneath the anger xx