Glad you managed fine ... there will be days you reflect on different things ... happy times ... sad times ... funny times ... each one a gem ... like I have said earlier if you want to cry cry , if you want to laugh laugh ... when I speak about my lovely husband I am fine , others I cry ... then I say to people if I cry don't worry , I mean that ... some people won't want to mention your husband , for fearing of hurting you, but I say I don't mind shows they remember him aswell ... yes will have your good days , your bad days I know ... talk to your husband ... I do I moan & even nag him at times, even ask for advice . I tell him about things. My daughter & son in law had a photo picture done for me with loads of photos of him, our family & pets may I add, it is on the wall , everytime I get up of a morning I say morning, everytime I go to bed I say Good Night & God bless, I do when I go out & come back in ... when I go out & before I go to bed I always say ... no having parties !!! ? This helps me a lot , you may fine others things ... take one day at a time ... God bless