I'm 31 weeks pregnant with my first child. I'm in a stable, loving marriage to a responsible, nice DH with a good permanent job; we're financially secure, we own our house outright, we're fulfilled and happy enough in life, we're prepared to love and look after whoever comes along.
My parents have made it clear from the point of the pregnancy announcement that they disapprove. They've basically refused to discuss it at all - any mention in (daily) email of anything whatsoever to do with pregnancy or impending grandchild is met with silence, and is a sure way of stopping email contact for a week or two. That's what they have always done when they're angry about something - sulk.
Their reasons for disapproving haven't been stated clearly, but it has been obvious all my life that my mother had PND and hated the experience of having me - I've always been the "problem" child. Both parents see me as having failed in life - to some degree because they think I've thrown away my career (followed DH for his job - can't get a job in my field where we live - so am doing paret time work and retraining in an area both my parents think is "boring"). Partly also because they think I"m incapable of living a normal life to their standards - according to them I'm "weird" and "retarded" and "depressive" - and people like that shouldn't be allowed to have children. Yes, I have had depression on and off all my adult life; I also have (mild) ADHD and (so mild the diagnosis is disputed by a lot of medical professionals) ASD. None of those things stopped me having a good career until my mid-30s, several university degrees, etc.
I guess I wonder if my parents' attitude will likely change. Do people of their generation (both in their 70s) feel justified in judging someone incapable of being a parent and then behaving like this? Am I being irresponsible and naive to a point where other people should be justifiably angry about it?
Probably worth pointing out this isn't their first grandchild. They see the first grandchild nearly every day and seem to love spending time with her. But my sister was never the "problem", and isn't judged to be a "depressive" "retarded" waste of oxygen by our parents.
Good Morning Thursday 25th April 2024
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